Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Turmoil and Burdens
I really do not know what is happening to my life. I am damn busy in the morning with my manager bombard me with works all at a time. I dun even have time to breath. On site, I only got to go to the toilet twice and time is running out very very fast. Maybe cos I was too busy to notice the time.

Finally we get to go out together yesterday. The trip to the zoo was really a memorable one with people staring at both of us carrying our daughters. We felt so love. Glad he and both she are enjoying themselves and seeing her accepting him is like a sigh of relief. I dunno if he is the right choice but what i am really sure about is.... I had brought my daughter to meet him and I told everyone dat I will only allow my daughter to meet the man if I am really really serious with him and so... what do u think? Now, I just hope that she can accept me in her life. I dun want to take over her mother's position cos as a mother, I know how it feels to let their daughter to acknowledge someone else as the mother. I totally understand dat. Therefore, just treat me like an auntie though I will definitely love you like how I love my own. Insya'allah... Amin.
posted by Titiks @ 12:10 AM |
Friday, July 09, 2010
My life, my fate..
Is this just a stupid feeling of mine? I feel like he is changing. Well, ppl change. Some for the better and some for the worst. When they change, they are blind as to the reason what had brought them here at the first place. I had closed my heart many times over but I give myself yet another chance cos it is with you. I dun wish to take her place as the mother of ur child. She is still the mother and I respect that. You dunno what I want. I do not want anything. I am just glad dat you are by my side now and nothing else matters to me. I feel appreciated but why do I feel lost now? Sayang, please be nice to me and take care of the heart that I had given to u. Please....
posted by Titiks @ 12:41 AM |
Thursday, July 01, 2010
SM is going back. For good? I dunno... I felt lost. Not because it is him who is going back but because I will be missing yet another close SM. I wish he would find a good wife back in hometown and hopefully he remember his word that he will come back here for good. Then, why don't he just find a wife here? I dunno. I am not interested in him. I will only be faithful to one. The only one in my heart.

I hope that this is just a stupid feeling of mine...
posted by Titiks @ 12:31 AM |
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Titiks, born on 1st July, gainfully employed in an architech firm. Sometimes happy, sometimes sad but hey, I'm only human!
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