Wednesday, April 25, 2007
What the.........???!!!!
Hello??!!! You think I am deaf or what huh?!!! Telling her that I am the one who hurt u??? Where is the hurt? Any bruises? What is this small hand compared to your big size??!!!! Wake up boy!!! You're such a jerk! Asking her where have u hurt her??? Are you blind? Can't you see her bruises? Can't you see that she is in pain?! What kinda husband are you??? You might have helped the sister a lot but that does not justify your doing! Hurting her like that? She had done her responsibilities as a wife! If she were to complain to the 'court', do you know that you will get a divorce? You had hurt her physically and emotionally as well but when the elders came; you act as though you are the victim?!!! You're one damn f**king jerk!

Not to worry. I had always prayed for her happiness even if that happiness meant not to be with you. She deserves someone better than a jerk like you. You are quite an actor but too bad. I had seen thru you and I regret starting to talk to a jerk like you. God knows everything and I'm sure He will know how to deal with you!!!
posted by Titiks @ 6:59 PM |
Whatever ur thinking!!!
Seriously, I dun care a damn about whatever you say. I am the one who witness what happened and for that; you can't change the fact. It is easy for you to ask me not to interfere but when it happen in front of me and concerned about somebody whom I hold dearly to my heart; you can't expect me to act as though nothing had happened!!!

She may hurt physically and maybe emotionally as well. But I am hurt too. Maybe God has a reason for not letting you witness his bad side. You may thought that he is a different person. Yes! I might talk to him but that won't erase my hatred towards him. Everytime I saw his face, I feel like puking! It irks me! It irks me to see him acting the way he does! He may be nice to me but that is only to close his bad side. The incident is still playing in my mind and I won't forget it till I'm dead!

No matter what people said. No matter how she ask me to forget about it. I won't! Those words is still playing in my mind. If I can't go to her defence, I don't know why I am born at the first place. I really dunno...

Thinking about it really makes me cry. She had made a lot of sacrifice and I know that. It's just that I dun bother to talk about it. I am glad that I am there to witness because if anything were to happen to her one day, I know who is at fault and that person will never go away easily!

You know what?! I may not know you but you do not know me as well. So, stop your bullshit of acting kindness. I dun nid that! And whatever people say.. I dun even care a f**king damn of whatever your thinking!!!
posted by Titiks @ 6:16 AM |
Sunday, April 22, 2007
My Wedding
I am married at last. Ending my singlehood at a young age. I hope I did the right thing. I never thought this marriage could happen. All these years, I had been looking for someone who I can call my prince. Never once did I notice that he is right in front of me. I had made great mistakes in the past. Leaving the ones who love me and went after someone whom I thought could be the one. Only to know that they are either attached or worse; married. Nearly got involve in an affair but God had given me his guidance. Alhamdulillah.

Now that I am married, I want to be a faithful and dutiful wife to my hubby. My responsibilities are heavier than last time when I was his fiancee. I am more than glad to do everything for my beloved hubby.

I am not using my handphone anymore since I had stopped working. Hubby wants me to settle myself first before finding for another job. Looks like I love home better. Haha!!! Well, that's it for now. Have to get ready before hubby comes back....
posted by Titiks @ 5:30 PM |
Monday, April 02, 2007
My Granny and My Wedding
Today may be the last day of this week that I get to see granny in the hospital. My wedding is this Saturday and I need to settle many things. I will miss my granny of course. I am missing her voice. The way she scold me or slap gently on my mouth if I were to say the wrong things. I really hope that she can make it to my wedding as how she is there during my sis and my cousin's wedding. But I can't ask for much can I? All I hope for now is for her to recover real fast.

God, I seek your help!
posted by Titiks @ 11:09 PM |
About Me

Titiks, born on 1st July, gainfully employed in an architech firm. Sometimes happy, sometimes sad but hey, I'm only human!
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