:: The Blood That I Tot Were Tears ::: December 2008

Sunday, December 28, 2008

HURT

It is not even official yet and I still admit to people that I am his but how could he do this to me. Everyone says that it is not worth crying over it but I am just but human. I have feelings and emotions. I thot he really working very hard but there he is with sumbody hooking her arms ard his. I won't deny it. I am hurt. I felt like thousands of needles poking thru my heart but I dun wanna my family to worry about me. I can't let go of these feelings in front of them. I just can't.

I really need time alone to just put the fact in me that he never loves me. I have to realise that even though it is too late to realise everything....

posted by Titiks @ 9:30 PM |

Friday, December 19, 2008

Telephone

At last they called up. After weeks of waiting, they called me up. I dunno why should I go there. I dun wanna hear anything from them. I just want to get it done and over with. Then I can just start anew. Tired and sick of everything!

Pray to God everytime to give me patience and strength to get through this.... Amin.

posted by Titiks @ 5:11 PM |

Friday, December 05, 2008

Alhamdulillah.....

Just when I thought everything went to a stop. Allah had answered my prayers. Rezeki bertambah (Bonus + tremendous increment). What else can I hope for.... Syukur alhamdulillah.

People might have thought that I am money-minded or being materialistic but trust me, I am not. I just want a better future for my daughter and my family. My work had been great. My life is somewhat better (without ............). I just have to thank Allah for everything. All these while I have been complaining how cruel my life had been but Allah show me that HE is there for HIS people.

Thank you Allah for everything and forgive me for complaining.......

Allahu Akhbar!!!

posted by Titiks @ 4:27 PM |

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Titiks, born on 1st July, gainfully employed in an architech firm. Sometimes happy, sometimes sad but hey, I'm only human!